I have lost the best thing in my entire life.......Weirdofish.......the one I protected.......the one who I sacrificed for. Now im hated like I killed something importaint to her & thought it was funny. For 7 years, we have always been so close friends.....now......we aren't ever going to be ever again. Why hate me like I am her dad? Why hate everything about me? Why cant I show how I have changed? All these questions will never become answered. I have been kicked out of her life because of my stuped requesting........I hate myself for every time I asked for a new pic of something......I haven't asked her tooooo much, but not the point.......I only wish I can say how sorry I am......I cry hard at my OCs never in the living of QFA anymore.
O, how happy I was when I made my very own OCs......we always talked about how excited we talked about QFA. I didn't make up the hole thing.....but parts of it......will never ever happen.................I still & always will be shaddered to ever find my fullest happiness again......her family........was family to my dear broken heart.....I never caused them any problems or anything like that.....im part of the reson why she was able to not give up on graduating. I was always there for her in her hardest times ever........
This weather is perfect for how sad I am for my OCs for never being alive anymore.........tears roll off my cheaks looking at all my dead OCs......the heartless destruction......the shaddered sole......looking at how much blood I see in my head that bleeds from their bodys & my heart.....again, why am I hated like I killed somebody in her family that means so much to her? I never got mad at her once........she always gave me a big smile......she always shined a happy heart to mine. Why do I deserve this pain, suffering, sadness & a lot, lot more. Cry I am.......nobody will give a dam about my sadness........why would anyone try? I am nothing more then a destroyed sol that cant become fixed........I miss my OCs.....QFA......Weirdofish.......everybody...
RIP my OCs........I sob & cry at all of your graves..........the wild adventures ive been so happy to see live shall never again surface........QFA......everyone there is friends & family to me......now I have been tossed out to death to her care & friendship. How can somebody do such a thing to a friend who has never gotten mad, hert or anything like that & still have such a happy spirit to have a Merry Chrismas, Thanksgiving, Halloween, birthday, 4th of July & New Years? I will never know.......I love you my dear dead OCs I will miss all of you forever..........
I miss QFA.......the thing we both loved a lot is now not a part of me anymore.........my OCs...............only I (probly) is the only one who will always miss you all. The wild adventures of QFA........no more.......I cry I cry & continue to cry very hard.....my hands shiver madly.....im falling apart so fast. I love & miss you......my old friend.